Sunday, August 19, 2012

Went over...

So, as always, Saturdays are my hardest of days. I was doing so well through out the day until the end. Went to a party hungry and sure enough ate enough points to put me over. It could have been worse... I resisted alcohol, cake, and the creamy sides filled with mayonnaise but that still didn't keep me within my 31 points. I know that they give you a 49 point buffer for the week but the perfectionist in me never wanted to have to use those. OH well. I did... and now I am doing my best to overcome that so I can still have a very strong loss this week. My goal is 4 lbs. Its in ambitious one but I know I can do it. I worked out 4 times this week, which is the most I've worked out in a solid week for a very long time.

In other news I am completely dreading this upcoming week. Im just scared of everything. Scared that school is going to be completely real and I will be in complete stress out hell until May. The balancing act of handling everything. I am SCARED. Going to 6 pm service tonight and I REALLY need to be in prayer. Sigh... here it goes.


  1. Use the buffer pts and don't beat yourself up over it. You've been doing so well, you need a "break" meal!

    As far as school is concerned, you are the best at what you do and you do it so well. I'm not just saying that because you are one of my besties, I say it because it's true! I'll be praying that your workload and school load aren't too much for you. XOXO!

    1. <3 Aww I love you! Thanks so much girl. I know its hard not to get all down and out when you stray off a little bit but just like they said at the meetings, you have to just keep on going. Keep showing up and vow to do better. And normally I would have eating a half a cheesecake today since I "messed up already" but I got right back on the horse and did really well today. I am all about training for this 5K!!